Aborted Abortions!, Page 7

Dear AbortionTV

I want to thank you for saving another life. I'm a 27 year old mother of three recently separated.  Had my first child at 15.  I was desperate and I was about to have an abortion because I thought I couldn't handle having another child since I'm recently unemployed and struggling.  You made me realize my economic status can change, but I can't bring the life of that child back.  For three nights prior to visiting your site I could not sleep wondering how the baby looks inside me and having dreams of it kicking and moving around.  Now I feel this little person was talking to me in my sleep trying to make me realize it was alive and deserved to live.  It sounds crazy but I feel it was the baby communicating with me.  Today I went for an ultra-sound and saw the baby kicking and moving a lot and seemed to be trying to move away from the monitor, shy.  I'm so glad this site and others are on the net to wake people up and tell them the truth.  I'd like to make a suggestion.  I think T-shirts should be made of a picture and sold on your site of a one, two, and three month old baby, saying "The truth is this is what they really look like."  I think just that would make a big difference.  Thank you,

Abortion TV,
Thank you so much for this site.  It hits right between the eyes.  I was, at one time, pro-choice.  I would use every single cliche in the book, it's a woman's body, the back alley abortions, etc...  I got pregnant at the age of 17.  I was already enrolled in college to fullfill my dream of
becoming a professional photographer.  My boyfriend at the time was working as a host in a casino restaurant. I was so excited to start my new life.  Then, our condom failed and my dreams were shattered.  So it seemed.  I refused to even think of abortion at this time.  It was fine for the other girls, but not me.  I don't know why.  I married my boyfriend when we were 5 months pregnant.  At the age of 19, I got pregnant while cheating on my husband.  We didn't know who's child I was carrying.  I got back together with my husband.  His family, for the most part, was very angry with me, yet.  But, I couldn't bring myself to abort this baby,
either, even though it would have simplified things.  Now, Brandon is almost 7 and Tyler will be 5 in two weeks (and we are still married, happily!).  They've been joined by our daughter, our first 'wanted/planned' child.  I'm glad they 'shattered my dreams'.  They fullfill dreams I never even knew I had!  Don't despair, there is a reason and a plan for
every soul we are given care over!

MC

Thanks for sharing your story, MC, we're also posting it at "Babies Not Slaughtered."

Hi    my name is Michelle, and I am 25 years old.  I have 3
children....9 years 4 years and 2 years.  Like many of the other people who have responded to your site, I was once pro-choice...I would never, but it was OK for someone else.  I no longer feel that way...I am willing to in any way help spread the pro-life voice.....I would like to distribute literature, spread the word about your site, and  hopefully make women AND men painfully aware of this ongoing and getting seemingly worse problem...women today feel
they can slice and dice their bodies simply because it is theirs?/   I had my son three months after I turned 16.....his dad didn't want me to have him, and had tried several home made abortion  attempts, and even took my to a clinic on my 16th b-day to have an abortion, but the doc said he needed more $ because I was too far along....we left, and when I did finally have my son 
he was perfect.. miracle. .. he is so special all the hard work was worth raising him...I got my GED, got married had a couple more beautiful kids and recently started my own advertising business.....life turns out fine every time, and for that reason I will extend as much of myself to serving the voice of the unborn..........

Several months ago I wrote a short story about my situation. Well I'm very glad to say I had a beautiful 8lb 5oz 20 inchs blue eyed girl.  HAILEY is her name . For those who may not have read my letter  HAILEY almost was born. It was hard after I gave birth to her she is my third child  (I have a 6 and 7 year old). I had them take her from the room after I delivered I wanted to think I felt guilty about even thinking of taken her life to maybe better my own. She is now 5 weeks of age and she is the best thing that has entered in to my family. As  I still wonder if she's my husbands child. He treats her as one of his own.  I still feel bad about cheating and I will live the rest of my life wondering. I worried so much that my child was born with two gray hairs but healthily. but I can live in peace because I know I did right by keeping her and she will and has made me the most happiest mom in the world. I would like to thank the one who email me with those kind words they'll be with me forever just like my "HAILEY" Here is HAILEY and her sisters Crystal on the left and Kimberly on the right. As you can see they love her greatly,  they would be lost with out there very little sister.

Sincerely,
Bridget, Hayley 

I am 15 years old, a sophomore in high school, and 9 months pregnant. I knew
I was pregnant when I was 2 months along, but never told anyone except my
boyfriend, because I thought my parents would hate me for this. Since my boyfriend and I are small-built people, I knew the baby wouldn't be big at all, and I wasn't showing at all. I had started to gain weight, and my mom questioned me about being pregnant, since she knew I had sex with my boyfriend. I lied and said no. At 6 months pregnant, I still wasn't showing. My mom questioned me again, and made me take a pregnancy test. It came back negative. I knew I was pregnant though, whether the test said so or not. At 7 months, I started to show, and decided to tell my mom the truth. She was hurt that I had lied to her, since were so close, but then she hugged me and said everything would be okay. I never really thought much about abortion, but when I realized what was a baby really was, I made my choice to go immediately and have an abortion. I wasn't positive how many weeks pregnant I was, so I just said 7 months. My mom hated the thought of abortion, and tried and tried to get me to change my mind. She said I could put it for adoption, just anything but abortion. I refused and said it was my choice. I told my boyfriend about the abortion, and he said he didn't like it, but it
was my choice and he would stand by me in whatever choice I made. My mom
called an abortion clinic that done abortions up to 7 months, and the next day we were on our way. The doctor told her on the phone I would have a counselor first, and then I would come back the next day for the surgery. That was a lie. When I got there, the first thing they did was take my mom's money. They called my name, and as I walked through that door, I turned around and saw tears in my moms eyes. I felt a pain in my heart, because I knew how much this disappointed her. I walked on though and went for my weight and urine test. I asked the nurse about a counselor and in a very hateful voice she said, "You don't a counselor, you came for an abortion, and that's what your  getting." I went in the bathroom to put a robe on and I began to cry because my baby kicked, and I knew I was about to kill him. I really didn't want to have an abortion after I thought about it, but I didn't want a baby either. Adoption was out of the question, because I knew as soon as I saw my beautiful baby boy, who would look like my wonderful boyfriend, I couldn't give him up. I cried for five minutes, and I went out of the bathroom and a large woman told me to come on and quit crying. I went into the room where they did the ultrasound and layed down. I prayed to God to get me out of what I had gotten into. As they did the ultrasound, I told her not to let me see the screen, because I didn't want to see my baby. That is when God answered my prayers. The nurse said I was eight and a half months and too far to have an abortion!! I was so happy I cried. Then I thought about raising the baby, and I started to cry from sadness. I had so many mixed emotions. The nurse went and got my mom and she came back to the room. She held my hand and started crying because I I didn't have to kill him. We left the abortion clinic, with my baby boy still in my belly, and a very disappointed abortionist, since he would have gotten $1500 for murder. My mother comforted me and said something I never expected her to say, "Everyone makes mistakes, and I will help you through yours. I will take your baby, and raise him as mine," she said. I love her so much for helping me through this. I love my boyfriend so much too. He is with me everyday, hand in hand, talking to his little boy and sometimes he lays his head on my belly to listen to our baby. My baby boy, Brendan Blake, is due anytime now, and I can't wait to see his beautiful face. I am so glad that God answered my prayers that day, and I am very sorry that he didn't answer the prayers of the women who have had abortions sooner. If only they could have seen their baby first, and never had been lied to, they would have kept their precious child. This site is very truthful and detailed, unlike these clinics who lie and murder just for money. My heart broke when I seen what kind of devilish act abortion really is. It's murder of a human life, not a blob of cells. Keep up the good work. Thank you.

I wanted to commend you for your site. You tell the truth as it should be with out sugar coating it.  I was 17 and a freshman in college when I found out I was pregnant by my boyfriend of just 3 weeks. It was the scariest time in my life.  My now ex- boyfriend who was 19, told me he didn't believe in abortion and he would be there.  I agreed and we told our parents. Two weeks later he broke up with me but continued to have an active part in my pregnancy.  It was the hardest 9 months I ever had.  My mom was completely disgusted with me and my father and I have no relationship because he told me it was either and abortion or him and I picked my baby. The boyfriend and I argued the whole pregnancy and were together off and on.  I went to school my last 2 trimesters and then December 22, 1999 I gave birth to the most beautiful creature on the earth. Daniel Elijah.  Now of course he's spoiled by me, his dad, and his grandparents, and he has brought me happiness like nothing else.
   Babies are a gift from God no matter how they got here.  They are pure, innocent, and through all the pain they are the only joy.  I don't ever regret my son, I regret the situation in which I brought him into, but he is the world to me.

Oh my God!  I am stunned by your site.  It really puts things in a different perspective.  When I was a teen I was pro-choice.  My mind fed by the feminist of the 80's.  In 1994, when I was 23 I became pregnant.  While I still considered myself pro-choice I never considered an abortion. I was pressured by my boss (Don't ruin your life) and by one of my Aunts - who surprisingly is a Sunday school teacher, stay at home Mom, and considers herself a devote Christian to have an abortion.  My baby's father already had children he didn't take care of.  I was having some sort of self-esteem crisis when we met.  I tried to be upset about being pregnant while holding my head in shame as I told my family of my condition.  I tried to be disappointed in myself.  I went to the doctor, scared, alone... Because of some insurance procedure I had to have a well woman checkup before I even let them know I was pregnant.  As the assistant started to do the pap smear I started to cry.  I was so afraid that since they didn't know I was pregnant she might hurt my baby.  This woman was receptive and to my surprise told me I was 10 weeks pregnant, and did I want to hear the baby's heartbeat.  I wanted to be happy.  I wanted someone to acknowledge what a miracle this was.  She found the heartbeat on the first try.  The feeling when I heard that whoosh, whoosh was amazing.  I knew that this baby and I were in for the long haul.  The pregnancy was great, my situation during was hell.  His father became a crack addict, I went to 99.9% of the doctor's appointments by myself, the thought for a little while that the baby had spina bifida, It was so scary.  But on June 20, 1995 (6 weeks early) I had a C-section and gave birth to a 5 lbs. 15 oz beautiful baby boy.  The first time our eyes met I knew that my life had changed forever.  Suddenly I could not imagine ever being pro-choice.  Our road has not been easy since then but I am self supporting, happy, and have a beautiful child.  I still thought in the back of my mind that it was okay to have an abortion as long as it was early (6 weeks?)  After looking at your website I am pro-life, anti-abortionist whatever you want to call it.  I would write more but my bundle of joy needs me.